I have always thought to myself how little friends i have in my life. But i realise out of all my friends i've known which are true friends that will stick with me through good times and bad times. I've managed to find some of my old friends who are blogging as well. I didn't expect that to happen. hahahaha but it's good news i guess. I'm missing someone who has not been online for sometime now. Missing talking to that person, it feels like the person is like me but it's not possible. My life is dull, seriously you put a few trees in an area and a playground nearby that's what you call a park. I guess i really need to travel during the holidays to see new things and get more inspiration from things i see. Not that i'm smart enough to get inspirations but hey at least i tried. Hahaha... Oh well. Most of my ex-classmates from my previous school are having time with their well what they call wifes. Some of the hopeless bunch are all having fun going out to catch a movie for 2. All except the group that i'm in during my secondary. Their seek but do not find. Hahahaha.

Speaking of which I don't think i have ever seeked for one since i enter Poly. It's more about slacking and getting results at the same time. Oh well, it's a skill which doesn't involve with girls. There are many girls approaching but i just don't feel it when i talk to them. Maybe it's God will that i marry within the Lord. Hahaha... i guess my faith is not strong at all. Well he guides my path, i guess the talk i had with Jan Kee like ages ago was rather useful. School is starting. i have to get my grades up in order to enter Uni. My time is almost up. If i have to work my hardest now is the time. Girls can wait.... Maybe during my leisure will i consider such stuff. So far all the girls i make friends with in school can't last. Many it's because they have the concept that girl and guys cannot be friends. Oh well what the hack, i can live without them.

Actually i'm not very worried about this but my sliblings are, so the pressure might get to me. So for not i'm just not bothered. Exams and tests comes third in school. Choir will come after that and enjoying myself during the holidays will be last on my things to accomplish. I'm gonna set a target for myself. I'll make sure i'll do well and get 3.0 GPA this sem. Just take things one step at a time and i will be able to accomplish many great things with the help of my Lord. I ask the Lord to guide my path and lead me if i stray from him, to stretch his hands when i am down and comfort me when i'm sad.