The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Dear friends,

I had a easy day in school today, getting along with friends from my project group. I guess i still have problems facing strangers who work with me instead of presenting to. If i'm presenting to strangers and make friends with them when they ask me questions on how i did that or why that some things work like that, it's not so bad. But being more on the shy side, i refuse to open my mouth and talk much to them. If it's a guy i'll just easily breeze through and ake friends with them the moment i have a topic to talk to them about unfortunately my partner is now a female. She has some MC issues so i have a bad impression of her. When i looked for her to give her some notes she smiled and thanked me, i rarely get that feeling of blushing but some how i managed to escape it being undeteched by her. Phew... My face was totally red for a min. I had to go to the toliet to cool down. LOL. But seriously i have no feelings for her, wonder why i suddenly blush like that. Oh well. Dun care la. Now the problem is that she might think i'm anti-social to walk off without saying a thing. Haiz female problem i must get pass it no matter what. Wonder why after 3 year i only can talk to girls who are having more tom boylish personaility. I guess that's because the girls in my class are like that. LOL. Oh well. I have to get my friend along with me the next time i talk to her. I have ashot story to tell.

I saw you in the bus for 3 time a week. We meet but do not talk. We glance but do not stare. We sit so near yet we are so far from one another. I want to speak but nothing comes out of my mouth, words seems so hard to flow out of my mouth when you are here. I finally found the courage and started filling up with it. I approach and you blush, I wanna speak but a car drove past and you could not hear me. My courage was depleted and i was relief but realised you did not hear me but anticipate another conversation but my shyness took over and i walk on. We strolled on, you in front while i behind. You slowed down to await my final say before we part but i just couldn't draw any more strength to say those words thus we parted our seperate ways. I want to say the words but those words just couldn't come out. I pratise at the mirror and waited below your block not know what time you would arrive home or go to school. I waited till the flowers bloom in spring and fell in the cold winter.

When i waited you had already left this town for another better place waiting that one day you might see me again but i didn't know. I never knew, thus i waited on and on for that day you return, with you image in my mind for the day you'll be mine. Thus i shall strive and wait, the test of endurance and faithfulness. Until the day i can find your castle and wake you from your sleep to say those words i wish to speak and make you mine. Thus i shall wait even till the late depths of the cold winter night shall i awhile for the day we would be reunited.

I will never be so indecisive again for not speaking to you. Thus i still make you happy for the rest of our lives, together we shall walk in bliss to make up for the times we lost being away from each other since birth. (THE END)

So my friends do you like it ? OR did you cry ? I guess not most of the viewers are heartless, you know who you are. Such heartless females cannot feel any emotions of others thus i pity their husbands who will have to deal with such difficult time for the rest of their married life. LOL. Ok gotta sleep, school is starting early tomorrow. Byez. All of a sudden i feel like releasing my evil side and not say my please and thank you or reading or sorry for saying those word. So Nitez.

Shannon

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
10:56 pm

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007