Welcome, if you have been following up with my blog you realise that it's not very well done. So please give some pointers if you are able to. Thx in advance. Well today was the first day of school. I met lots of old friends. Not really a chance to meet new friends, since the people usually stay in the same group all the time. Guess glue has be applied onto each other, so the moment lesson starts they have the north and south pole attraction. Oh well, Although lessons was starting at a rather late time today. I still had a hard time waking up. Imagin what life would be like if lessons were at 8 am. Oh well guess i'll have to see how life goes tomorrow. Wanted to post this blog as soon as i came back from school today but i fell asleep till now. hahaha. Oh well the last lesson was so boring i was nodding away like crazy, reminds me of theolo but i never got caught. LOL. Hahahaha. Life is back to the boring stuff. Yep, i was glad i wasn't called much today for answering of questions as i barely have any details entering my head, maybe because it's something i've learnt before that's why i was bored to death. Oh well, i still need to work it out and revise even though it's just the first chapter.

This is not what i wanted to talk about. I was wanting to talk about lesson on saturday. Since i woke up late and went to church late again, (So much for the holidays will miss it) i decided to go for the lessons instead of going into the big crowd and finding for a sit. (+_+) The moment i sat at the table i was asked to be the first in giving an example of drawing closer to God. Arrr...... Actually Sister T the teacher for that day, was right la. The first thing i was thinking was "ok lor i picked the wrong day to come for lessons." but it was ok. Since the first thought of what the answer for me was clear in my mind. It was theolo which was the one thing that changed me 360 degrees. I wasn't the spoilt kid that blew up at everything. I won't hit people for no reason anymore the moment i feel anger. It's like the teenager bad stuff and the kids attitude was wiped away. Although my jokes are rather lame la, and sometimes actions still Kiddish but better than all kiddish so there is improvements. I won't deny my bad personality, since those are the part i still need to work on. Ok by to lessons, so after hearing everyone's personal experience. The one that impact me the most is jon's trip. Actually since i heard almost the full story it was very touching. The rest was ok and thank God those things happen as it will make us stronger when we learn from it. In fact what i wanted to say is that God isn't drawing nearer, it is us that is straying away from him. We are the ones that are running further from him all the time. God is always there. Where we need him, When we need him. That's what i think. For with God all things are possible but if we stray from him and meet with tribulations most of what i will do in the past is blame him for not being near me to make the impossible possible. Now i do realise after much talking and being lectured that it's my own fault for not drawing close. Although there are many incidents and not just theolo but forgetting is one of my best and worst points. For some details such as fights will just wither away the next day. Unfortunately things that are given to me the value is forgotten as well. Which is bad, everything little thing being done to a person should be remembered. Well it's very late and i have to sleep got a busy day tomorrow. Nitez.

Oh yeah, last small detail for Fresa. I'm taking french as well so i'll see you tomorrow or should i say today. Yep. We're in the same lecture, so please remind me. I'm very forgetful and drag my butt to church if possible. Cos i make the possible impossible. Nitez