The Forgotten Land

Monday, July 02, 2007

Dear friends,
Been seriously bored of school. Went to school this morning and the teacher askes questions that are seriously easy to answer yet no one can answer them. The wise thing to do is keep slient and wait for the teacher to answer unless she calls your name. Lol. This is the typical way of running away from trouble. Oh well. Seriously i have no idea how "good" friends from outside are. If they need you they message you like crazy. If they dun they throw you aside and leave you alone. Lucky for church, i have friends i can trust my life to. Entrusting them with the time i have with them. Although sometimes we talk crap but we know we will be friends forever.

Anyway after the lecture i had a 2 hour break i decided to do some planning than than work on the bible. Can't wait to increase my bible knowledge, my first step to getting close to my goals and fulfilling my promise i made to him.My friend D came over and bugged me since no one went to lunch with him. The crude remarks were made as always. He said no wonder there was no dark shadow standing beside me and that i can be a preacher already which i a load of crap. How can i become a preacher just be reading a few verses but what he said later made an impact to me. He said knowing me is good because he had a feeling than i can lead him to the light and save me. I have no idea if it's the truth or not but those words struck me like an arrow into my brain. I was stunned and i couldn't say anything. Somehow that was true but can i ever be a useful messager ? I can never know but if i don't try i won't see result and i may not help God to save another soul.

Later on i went for lectures but it was so boring i pratically went to read the book before i chatted with my friends. True friends are those who stay with you no matter what and truely do you get good friends when you are young. As when you grow older friends are people you can make use of. That's what i see in poly. Rarely do you get good friends that will stick with you and watch you back. Usually they make use of you and stabs you in the back before they smile and act as if nothing happens. This is the world that we live, there is nothing we can do to stop that but we can prevent ourselves from being one of them. Love will conquer all.God is Love thus will we need is just God and naturally man will love you as time goes by. When they see the good in you that is the good in God. We are the reflection of God's goodness thus we must go on with God's natural in our every action. To obey his commandments will come by naturally when we shine with the glory of God.

I miss the days in glory, when preacher C said that we were on mount Zion and have been talking to God. Thus our faces shone with the glory of God. I didn't believe that i can be that holy at first but when i walked out to the world and watch the tv and the people talking. Yes i do believe that for once i was actually talking to God like Moses. The question now is can i be fit enough to be called a favourate of God. So much so that i can talk to him face to face. Even if it's in my dreams that will make me a happy man to die anyday with nothing to complain about as i have seen someone who has created us, someone not anybody and see and talk to for any reason. A King, a Father and my Lord. How honoured will one be when a servent manages to see his King and speak to him ? If his king were to remember him and call him daily to server by his side. To adorn himself with armour and fight for his king, to destroy the enemy so that the Glory of the king can rise and shine brightly to every piece of land in the world. Every creature will bow before him, too ashame to see his holiness. Every man shall fall on his face too afraid to be judged for his sins.

Ponder and reflect, every word may be a message from God. You never know when he may send his message through you friends. Thus listen to people as you never know when God and his angels may brush pass you. God Bless and have a wonderful week ahead.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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Monday, July 02, 2007