The Forgotten Land

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Oh man.... I feel sick... Doesn't really feel good. But well... It's part of life... It's been so long since i had a sickness this bad. Guess working life took alot of energy from my body. Manuel labour isn't so bad after all... The most i get is brain dead and muscles in return. Missed the good old times working part time for such jobs.

Attachment... Working life.. Backstabbing... Scheming... So many attributes which i don't like... Damn... Why must such things be in this world ? The Holy Spirit is really important... I guess God doesn't want us to go astray thus he gave us the Holy Spirit to be a guide to our life.. But sometimes it's really too much that one can feel like jumping down a building but being scared of pain and i'm afraid even if i can go to heaven if i jump and smash my head God won't know who i am and would send me to hell... LOL... Joking.. Ok... My sense of humour is getting worst...

Anyway... I better get some rest... Don't wanna skip another day of work... Byez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
10:41 am

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Second post today..... Really bored.... Still no work... So i'll blog for this week... Just uploaded this article and i found it rather beautiful... That is if you don't look at it in a dirty kind of way.... The pictures are so nice.... If only i could draw such drawings... Unfortunately i do not have such a talent to draw... Oh well... I'll just have to look at the works of those who has such talents...

I really have no clue why they made this... But it's really not something you want after getting married for a long time... Cos your kids will spoil it somehow... And i totally don't understand how can 2 butts squeeze on to a love shaped toliet bowl ??? Funny thinking people.... It's totally not for men to use but for humans to see....

I bet someone is drooling already.... LOL... Someone who thank God for inventing the car so that she doesn't have to walk 15 mins to the mall to go shopping... LOL.... Lazy la... 15 mins only not like 30 mins wasting time to walk there and back home again... LOL... Girls... Gotta love them...

Oh yeah ... By the way i see things... I think ZW you better have more creative ideas before all these people overtakes your about to open shop after NS....

Actually i like this one... I wonder how much it cost... Man... I really wish my wife would wear that for me on our wedding day.... Than she can just put it away with the other stuff she has... Wasteful.... But enought sexist talk....

I like this one as well... It looks like the sky just that more fake... But still it's nice to have such a perfect sky shining down on you... If only one day i can see it... Hopefully in the future i'll make time to watch the stars... Maybe on the last day the sky will shine so beautiful before we all go to heaven... LOL... What a nice thought....

A black butterfly dying to fly out of a black stone.... It's just like a sinful heart trying to change and become a white and beautiful butterfly away from it's sinful position as it is now located in.....

Well if you want more of these pictures you should check out my work place website...Or you can just ask me when you see me... Don't want to flood my blog with stones and make it too sissy... Byez

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
7:44 pm

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("男欢女爱的情场世界里，就是一个男女斗智斗谋的生态，没有你死我活，只有谁是当家的。

古早时代，男人当家说了算。现今时代，男人又要赚钱养家，又要做 new age sensitive gentleman ，换言之，又要拿钱回家，又要听老婆话，真是活该！！

What has happend to our men? Where is the spirit of manhood? Men are expected to be obedient in front of their beloved wife/girl friend, but when their relationship turns bad, they are so weak that some chose to commit suicide. Is this how men should behave without the gutsy traits?

现今的男人被驯服、被洗脑得更小男人，而丧失了男人应有的男儿气概，现代女性拍手叫好！！各位，难道你可以接受一头娘娘腔的雄狮，被雌狮管得随头丧气吗？这是自然生态的规律吗？

Ladies & gentlemen, let’s go back to basic by revisiting the mathematics logic and ask yourself what is your preference …..

smart man + smart woman = romance

smart man + dumb woman = affair

dumb man + smart woman = marriage

dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy")

Does this sound familliar ? LOL.... This post caught my attention as i was posting it up during work.... Sometimes i really wonder.... Are we guys getting weak ? Damn it sound bad for men..... Weren't we to dominate our wifes and teh creatures around us. Respect is a must for everything. Honour is another thing... Pride is something that we must try and overcome....

Seriously speaking whenever there is a topic on men and women... Those who sit on the fence will naturally side their own "race" LOL... No matter what i say like let's give an example "women are strong but men is physically stronger..." I made a statement that women are strong supporting them but i shoot them indirectly saying that they are weak physically as men is naturally stronger.

Oh well... If we always think of fighting than there will always be a loop hole to fight your way through and there is always crap to try to confuse the person and make yourself right.

Thus the moral of the story is... Respect women, if they are agreeable follow what they say since you agree about it... Be patient with them cause of their mood swings and all those things that guys do not have. Bear with their nagging cause they will bear the pain of future children. Men must stick firm and guide their family they are the pillars of the family just as God is the pillars of our lives.

For the women, think of men's feelings just as you would like them to think of yours. Bear with their crap cause naturally they have to bear with your nagging. Love them and repect them as a human not your maid so that they will respect your cooking and your hardwork you have done for the house. Do housework with them to make the load lighter... (Mostly guys have to be dragged to do housework...so point to note.... So far the girls i've seen as too lazy to even move when it's time to do housework..... So i have no solution to that but the standard answer pray to God for help... LOL..)

Money is the root of all evil, true... When come to cleaning the place, gals will rather count money than clean up. LOL... Ok... I'm siding my race already.... LOL... Anyway before i log out to do more work.... God made both Man and woman.... Man by dust and woman from man's rib.... Women is a part of men that intention was made from the beginning... I believed Adam loved his wife too much to let her go to earth alone... To suffer the pains of sin alone and knowing at that time, there is no hope of being saved is even worst.... Bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh.... Up till today i cannot forget this phrase.... To love a person so must that you take the person as yourself to be loved...

Everyone knows how to take care of themself and love themself, if one day a person doesn't love himself... That is the day he is close to not being human....It can be a good thing or a bad thing.... IT's either giving everyone around you happiness, but suffering yourself.... The ultimate limit... Well if you can be like God that is really god-like.... LOL... OK gotta blast.... Byez...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
7:12 pm

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

So many things have happened since i started work, i do thank God for the few nice workmates i have. Usually there is no one that care and guide you on your road to work. Fortunately i have one, she wants to act fierce but unfortunately it's not even comparable to Dad's furry. LOL... Which is funny and entertaining so i try to be scared... but not possible to lie for a long time la.... I admit i was a little scared initially but not for a long bah...

LOL. Oh well... In church there was talking about sin for bible study. Would you die just by thinking of sinful things. Don't lie to myself... Lust is the most important question, it effects men like crazy.... Don't think about it that's what i say i my head but it keeps coming back like a haunting ghost.... Prayer helps but it becomes dreams.... Worst that thinking.... I cannot control much of dreams.... Pray and keep safe... The HS is important i can't afford to have just a short pleasure make me lose it.... Compare to God nothing is worth that much, sin is not a worth exchange for the Holy Spirit... I will not give it up for pleasure and my soul as well... Never... I don't do a losing business...

Actually... Not only that.. During bible study we were talking about "The Lost Sheep" LOL.... Sounds nice man.... But i do want to be called that... It will mean my thinking has gone out of my principles.....But what i wanted to say is that... THere is still love... If people in church don't do it... Why can't i be the first ? I don't know if i'm able to do it... But i'll try my best to do so... We are not alone... WE are a CHURCH... We are the body of God, can we be so not together ? That is soooo..... not good. Anyway i think that we should do things together and not say God i will bear this burden alone... I will help the lost sheep alone... When you put a bunch of chopsticks together it would break... If you bend i chopstick it breaks easily... So i told Bro N that we can help he is not alone.... "Just ask" was what i kept thinking... Cos one day i might need your help as well... "Seek and you shall find ask and it shall be given. I think i'm still self-fish and childish... Still type of thinking about myself is getting sick...

"Thy will be done", isn't that a famous statement that rings a bell somewhere in your head. "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven".... This is what we pray in the Lord's prayer. We pray that God's will be done. What if God were to tell you on the last day... "THY WILL BE DONE"..... What are you going to do ? If i was told the same thing.... I wonder where can i hide my face from God... I may laught now but i will cry when it happens... Human... Always seeking regrets... I wonder... Will i be like that, i worst person than i already am ? Will i change to be like the world or more like God ? There is a time for everything so dun worry about tomorrow.... God will provide... But how can i not worry if i will have a large chance of turning to the world instead of God ? I don't like this kind of life... I'm wasting 1/4 of a year to work.... I can feel what kind of environment i'll be in, in the future... It's gonna be sick... Being the boss, you have people sucking up to you... Which is not what i want as well... I have no idea about my future... Who will i become ? What will i do ? Can i still be confident and say i will never let God leave me no matter what ? Will i have the courage to die for God ? I have no idea... In fact after getting the HS i didn't do things that can be able to match with Peter... To scold others to wake them up from their sleep... To open their eyes to things they do not understand... I wonder if i ever have such strength in the future.

I fell sick on sat night... Actually i was a little unwell in the morning already... KO during afternoon service.... Damn it was so nice to sleep like crazy.... LOL... I feel better already.

I promised God if i pass my driving exams i'll give him 15% of my pay instead of 10%... I sort of talked too big but dun care la.... I think God slapped me in the mouth when i was having doubts and calculating money.... I just came to say keep my promise and give God what i have said... My dad came and talked to me "Keep your promise"... It's was like a blow to me to confirm to give the money do not have doubts.... Your word is taken seriously by God... Now that i have blogged it, it's in black and white so i can't run already.... Good... I need to write most of my promise here so i can't run away when the time comes. Comforts me a little.

Oh well... Gotta go back to work... LOL... It was nice to find time to blog during work... I was just so lazy and busy sleeping during my holiday... LOL... Oh well... Byez..

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
10:14 am

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