The Forgotten Land

Friday, May 01, 2009

Sometimes i wonder....
What the hell am i doing ???
Is my friends i know really my friends ???
I wonder....

What the hell does look at the activity on thursday have to do with army friends pang sei you ?
WTF ???
It isn't funny !!!
It's not a matter of insulting me for the fun of it already.
It's insulting saying my friends are not friends ain't it ?
Maybe you are one of them....
Secondly get the facts right before shooting your mouth like that.

Army and police are 2 different things.
I wonder what the hell am i doing knowing such people.
Maybe your intentions are not there but please.
It's time to grow up.
Childish in your jokes i don't give a damn.
Thinkings must mature no matter what.
Don't acquire a body of an adult and a brain of a kid.

Anyway i don't give a damn.
Very close to you is it ?
I wonder if the effort to keep us together is even worth it.
I know i don't have the ability to keep people together.
I don't have the talent to keep people together.
But i tried my best to hold on to it dispite my situation i'm facing.
I'm getting screwed with problems which i don't want to give a damn.
But yet i have to give a damn.

I'm stressed with problems and yet i get shit.
One layer after another.
I try to be childish and happy so as to avoid showing those shit i have on me.
I hate my life...
Why can't God just wipe all of us from this world and just say Amen ?
I hate this life.
I hate this world.

Love men, love God.
Funny law that is hard to achieve.
God can be love if you get the HS.
Because you love him and believe he is true.
And he can never betray you.
Love men....
THat's a joke...
One moment you love them and the next you hate them.
I'm not attacking the person.
So the person who wrote that to me.
Go reflect on your words.

Another thing that crosses me.
Why are girls always comparing ?
Like that i would ask.
Why should i go out with you in the first place when you are not lady like ?
Or why should i go out with you ?
The girl beside you is more pretty isn't that right ?
Comparing is the worst mistake a person can ever do....
I don't give a damn about food.
Cos no matter how delicious they are, during war.
All this is nothing....

People will not care about looks.
Guys will fight for their land.

You know don't think that the police, army, navy, airforces and other forces...
Are brave people or superman, fearless, people who will give their lives.
You forgot one thing.
Even if it's tax that is paying the govt.
And the money we get is from the govt.
Isn't it the same for teachers from the govt. sector ?
Do you think for that amount of money, we will give our lives for the sake of 2k per month ?

People in uniform are humans too.
They have families too.
Because of the stupid uniform we have to control our emotions.
We cannot cry for the sake of the victims.
We cannot make ourselves look weak in public.
You see a child being tortured by the father.
Bleeding and on the floor.
You can't cry in front of the people.
You can't do anything because the law is upon us.

People expect great things from us.
But they don't see the failures themselves.
If we do not commit crime.
Will there be a need for people in uniforms ???
Will there be a need for wars ?
Due to what ?
Greed ? Anger ? Wealth ? Land ?

I wonder what this world is coming to....
Can't people just live in peace ?
Can't people just be friends.
Joke is one thing, think before you joke.
It may cost you....

Joke about the person only.
Not about his family, his friends, or anyone he deems close to...
Anyway i think it's time for me to rush off.
Byez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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