The Forgotten Land

Sunday, May 03, 2009

I've been feeling strange.
Feeling depress all of a sudden.
Maybe it's not the lack of sleep anymore.
Maybe i'm in cold slumber....

I feel a void already.
It's getting very bad.
So bad that it's sucking me in.
I couldn't take it anymore...
I wanted to talk to somebody privately.
But.... Guess i didn't do it.
The chance was there but it was taken away the moment i was ready to ask the person.

I just made the most stupid mistake by saying.
Goodbye Lord, i'm never coming back again.
I just feel like i want to leave and never come back.
Sermons are getting so uninteresting.
I feel that it more worth it to stay at home and sleep.

I don't learn a thing.
I don't feel a thing.
And i don't even feel that it's HC cos the air is no longer there.
I don't even think i want to stay on...
It's getting so dumb....
When your spiritual level is low go to church to recharge.
But if the electricity supply is being cut due to the faulty wires.
How to charge the energy lvl ?

Prayers alone is not enough huh ?
I guess staying with the guys...
Haiz... Made me into a normal mortal....
I have fallen from the sky...
Guess slient prayers don't work.
When the heart has gone cold.
All hope is lost...
Or is it ?
I think sooner or later i'm gonna disappear.
My childhood friends would be gone.

I have the feeling of leaving already.
To throw away all my duties and walk away.
Far far away.
I just want to sleep and forget everything.
To float towards the horizon beyond the ocean and disappear.
Forget it, i'll just sleep.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
3:51 am

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Sunday, May 03, 2009