The Forgotten Land

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Maybe it's because i'm careless.
Maybe it's because i'm useless.
I can't even get Marksman.
What can i prove now ?

I got 32 out of 32 before.
But i just can't perform during test.
Why is that ?
I keep thinking i cannot get full marks.
Maybe that's why i can't get full marks at all.
Cos i think that way.

I feel so sad.
I've let myself down.
SIT test better perform well.
I'm getting fed up with failing all the time.
This is sick.
I will get a perfect score.
I must get it.

Maybe somebody was down with me.
But well, life it's like that.
Suck thumb.
So what if you are 1 shot away from marksman.
YOU FAIL.
That's the fact.
You let your company down.
Our section had 10 marksman before that shot.
And in the end got 3 instead.
WTH is this.
At least we got our pride back for company's best shot.
But i'm not happy.
I didn't contribute to getting marksman.
Damn. I wanna hit my head on the freaking wall.
Darn it.

Suck thumb.
Get your head in the game.
You got another test in 2 days time.
Good luck.
You can do it.
I know you can.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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Sunday, February 15, 2009