The Forgotten Land

Monday, January 12, 2009

Thanks for the concern.
Thanks for your care.
Thanks for friends.
True friends....

Although i never like to make things big.
But it's good that friends do pass word around.
Thanks for the sms of concern.
Even when the training is tough and there isn't much time.

Honestly i feel shagged.
It's because i wasn't hard working enough.
It's because of my inability.
I get sick easily...

I want to be stronger.
I want to be able to protect the ones i love.
Never knew being a solider could be so tough.
When you are in the best you suffer more.

Maybe i'm not suffering enough for God.
Ain't TJC the best ?
The truth, the one true church ?
Why aren't i training like army ?
If i can take harsh physical training,
why can't i take harsh spiritual training ?
To curb all unholiness.

Army life is full of things to throw your spiritual life away.
Firstly you bond with others.
They become your brothers.....
But remember they come from different backgrounds.
Not yet like us hand picked by God.

It sucks seriously, but i still think positive and go ahead.
Training is getting worst.... We should not have gone at relax pace.
We should have gone from fast to faster...
Now running in boots.... FBO...
I feel like dying.
500m feels like 2.4 km....

My body is sore but it doesn't matter...
My heart and mind....
They are slowly dying....
I'm slowly losing my thoughts...
I wish some how.... My answers will be granted.
After today i won't be back for 2 weeks.
Guess i'll see you guys during CNY.
Bye.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
2:04 pm

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Monday, January 12, 2009