The Forgotten Land

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Woman....
Oh well...
Can't leave without them,
but when you are with them you don't feel like living.

The irony of things.
Well....
I can't say much there is many things you have to consider.
It's not all the time when they have faults.

Although usually it's the girls that cause mayhem.
Funny, being kind you imagin a girl.
But being a person who causes the trouble is also a girl.

Anyway got the present and went my way.
Mixed up my gf's birthday with my niece.
Last wed was my niece's birthday and i didn't buy anything.
So i bought one yesterday.

Lucky for me i didn't buy my gf any present.
I was still wondering what should i buy.
Hmm... The flu bug has been coming to me lately.
I wonder why ?
I guess i should eat more fruits.
Asked suggestions on what girls like from some people.

I got definite answer from one. (Thank you so much.)
And an indirect answer asking me to find something that i pick for her would be good enough.
It's the thought that count.
So in simple, go find it yourself.
LOL. Let you guys do the thinking, who told me that ?
It was a mature answer but so far this kind of people i would shoot back if we were talking face to face.
And i know for certain my gf ain't mature.
So no point asking like that liao.

Anyway next week was my gf birthday.
How did i know it was not this coming week ?

Lucky she called and ask me what occassion it's gonna be next wed.
Hahaha.... Not bad, this way i don't need to remember the birthdays.
Just wait for the hint.
Muahahaha. I guess i make a bad bf.
But i treat her good though.
Just that i'm bad with numbers.
So i can't remember a single thing about birthdays.
Other than my own since it's needed for me to write my birthday on forms.

I'm still thinking what to buy for her.
Hmm... Yup just came back after shopping with her just now.
Her choice of cloths are, hmm... Getting shorter...
Maybe because i haven't been paying much attention to her.
I guess i should ask her out more, spend more time with her.
She must be feeling lonely without saying it to me.
Hahaha. Guess she is starting to get mature...
She is starting to think more for me instead of just her.
She wanted to buy some cloths for me.
But i want to shop this friday with Devil Jin.
So i guess i'm sorry babe.
I'll buy you something from tampine 1.
After i book out.

It's so stupid... I book out and later book back in to go UBI.
That's just so dumb. WTH.
Should just let me book out and go UBI from there.

Hahaha.... And the lame gay jokes.
You can't tell jokes girl.
Gotta buck up.
Even my gay jokes so lame also win you.
Muahahaha... Actually those are my buddies joke.
Recently we have been telling jokes in the bunk before lights off.
So we laugh like mad before we sleep.
Hahaha. That's why some times when you tell jokes i don't laugh.
So if i've offended you in anyway. I apologist.[Copied SK's line (^_^')]

The more i study law, the more afraid i am.
I can offend the law so easily.
Yet i do not know it, since i was ignorent from knowing such things.

Recently i keep dreaming.
Why am i killing my friends one by one ?
Or even seeing them die ?
Hmm.... It's been a long time since i enjoyed gore.
But in the future won't i get to see the real thing ?
Things not like those in video games ?

Oh well. I wonder...
Anyway i gotta go find people to bug.
I'm bored sleeping the whole day.
Byez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
6:37 pm

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

Wonder Girls

Recently my whole bunk has been singing this song.
I wonder why so many people are singing it after so long.
I saw this video before BMT last year.
Kinda long ago.
Kept it under my book mark.

Nobody

A little info on the wonder girls.
There are from JYP entertainment.
Total of 5 member in the team.
Started their debute in 2007.
Won a few awards for this 3 songs i posted.
Found some info online but i'll reserve it later.
For now enjoy another rather catchy song.

So Hot

The members of the team:
1.Kim Yubin [October 4, 1988]
The sexy looking one. Cute and fairy like.

2.Park Ye Eun [May 26, 1989]
The one that looks like Selina from S.H.E.
Man, too bad i gotta over those kind of faces.
She rock man, with that face of hers.

3.Min Sunye [August 12, 1989](Leader)
No impression must be the one i never laid eyes at all.

4.Sun Mi [May 2, 1992]
The dark hair wild girl.

5.Ahn Sohee [June 27, 1992]
The small little girl that wants to be sexy.

There used to be another member by the name of Kim Hyeon Ah.
But i guess because of some things she left the group.
If i'm not wrong it was because of a bike accident.

Okay i think that's all for now.
Gotta game. Byez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
9:40 pm

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Sunday, May 03, 2009

I've been feeling strange.
Feeling depress all of a sudden.
Maybe it's not the lack of sleep anymore.
Maybe i'm in cold slumber....

I feel a void already.
It's getting very bad.
So bad that it's sucking me in.
I couldn't take it anymore...
I wanted to talk to somebody privately.
But.... Guess i didn't do it.
The chance was there but it was taken away the moment i was ready to ask the person.

I just made the most stupid mistake by saying.
Goodbye Lord, i'm never coming back again.
I just feel like i want to leave and never come back.
Sermons are getting so uninteresting.
I feel that it more worth it to stay at home and sleep.

I don't learn a thing.
I don't feel a thing.
And i don't even feel that it's HC cos the air is no longer there.
I don't even think i want to stay on...
It's getting so dumb....
When your spiritual level is low go to church to recharge.
But if the electricity supply is being cut due to the faulty wires.
How to charge the energy lvl ?

Prayers alone is not enough huh ?
I guess staying with the guys...
Haiz... Made me into a normal mortal....
I have fallen from the sky...
Guess slient prayers don't work.
When the heart has gone cold.
All hope is lost...
Or is it ?
I think sooner or later i'm gonna disappear.
My childhood friends would be gone.

I have the feeling of leaving already.
To throw away all my duties and walk away.
Far far away.
I just want to sleep and forget everything.
To float towards the horizon beyond the ocean and disappear.
Forget it, i'll just sleep.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
3:51 am

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Friday, May 01, 2009

Sometimes i wonder....
What the hell am i doing ???
Is my friends i know really my friends ???
I wonder....

What the hell does look at the activity on thursday have to do with army friends pang sei you ?
WTF ???
It isn't funny !!!
It's not a matter of insulting me for the fun of it already.
It's insulting saying my friends are not friends ain't it ?
Maybe you are one of them....
Secondly get the facts right before shooting your mouth like that.

Army and police are 2 different things.
I wonder what the hell am i doing knowing such people.
Maybe your intentions are not there but please.
It's time to grow up.
Childish in your jokes i don't give a damn.
Thinkings must mature no matter what.
Don't acquire a body of an adult and a brain of a kid.

Anyway i don't give a damn.
Very close to you is it ?
I wonder if the effort to keep us together is even worth it.
I know i don't have the ability to keep people together.
I don't have the talent to keep people together.
But i tried my best to hold on to it dispite my situation i'm facing.
I'm getting screwed with problems which i don't want to give a damn.
But yet i have to give a damn.

I'm stressed with problems and yet i get shit.
One layer after another.
I try to be childish and happy so as to avoid showing those shit i have on me.
I hate my life...
Why can't God just wipe all of us from this world and just say Amen ?
I hate this life.
I hate this world.

Love men, love God.
Funny law that is hard to achieve.
God can be love if you get the HS.
Because you love him and believe he is true.
And he can never betray you.
Love men....
THat's a joke...
One moment you love them and the next you hate them.
I'm not attacking the person.
So the person who wrote that to me.
Go reflect on your words.

Another thing that crosses me.
Why are girls always comparing ?
Like that i would ask.
Why should i go out with you in the first place when you are not lady like ?
Or why should i go out with you ?
The girl beside you is more pretty isn't that right ?
Comparing is the worst mistake a person can ever do....
I don't give a damn about food.
Cos no matter how delicious they are, during war.
All this is nothing....

People will not care about looks.
Guys will fight for their land.

You know don't think that the police, army, navy, airforces and other forces...
Are brave people or superman, fearless, people who will give their lives.
You forgot one thing.
Even if it's tax that is paying the govt.
And the money we get is from the govt.
Isn't it the same for teachers from the govt. sector ?
Do you think for that amount of money, we will give our lives for the sake of 2k per month ?

People in uniform are humans too.
They have families too.
Because of the stupid uniform we have to control our emotions.
We cannot cry for the sake of the victims.
We cannot make ourselves look weak in public.
You see a child being tortured by the father.
Bleeding and on the floor.
You can't cry in front of the people.
You can't do anything because the law is upon us.

People expect great things from us.
But they don't see the failures themselves.
If we do not commit crime.
Will there be a need for people in uniforms ???
Will there be a need for wars ?
Due to what ?
Greed ? Anger ? Wealth ? Land ?

I wonder what this world is coming to....
Can't people just live in peace ?
Can't people just be friends.
Joke is one thing, think before you joke.
It may cost you....

Joke about the person only.
Not about his family, his friends, or anyone he deems close to...
Anyway i think it's time for me to rush off.
Byez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
10:41 am

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