The Forgotten Land

Saturday, July 14, 2007

To all friends,

I've recieved a few comment on how i write my blog. So starting from my next post i shall not write like these anymore. ANyway for the past few days, i was busy with my project when my friend asked me to play maple. Ho ho ho.... brings back memories, ever since my account got hacked i rarely got the chance to play maple. Instead i played GE and other games like heroes. Unfortuanately GE is gonna be using the WOWC way of playing, which is pay to play. Sick man. Oh well, anyway i've lost interest in the game already. It's rather boring after you play it for some time. Once you reach lvl 45, you don't feel like playing. The place you see is crowded and you dun stand a chance in surviving in a place with nobody to help you out. Thus it won't be fun without friends playing it as well but $79.90 for 6 months is really not worth for me to pay since i need to concentrade on my project for now and 6 months of play time means 6 months of high eletrical bills.

Oh well, time passes so fast. I have 3 more weeks to hand in 2 major project and 1 project next week. Time is not on my side. Thus i have to speed things up with lesser sleep. Many things have happened these few days but i fail to think if the devils know of God's plans and are disrupting it now. Is it possible to be so lucky that of all weeks my friends do not come to school this week ? Calling me every week and not calling me this week ? Is it the devils or just such a lucky week for them ? Sms will not work, calling with no reply. Messages on MSN says that they are busy, and you know they saw your messages but refuse to type anything back for 2 hrs. Why must plans be thwarted ? Why must salvation be so hard to find ? Why must people be chosen ? So many questions just fills my mind although i know the standard answers. I'm so disappointed, that i'm so powerless. I can do nothing to fight the devils, i have no power at all. I thirst for power, i want to chase them away. I want to inspire my friends to come to church to at least have a look before deciding to walk away at least i can fill relieve that he has walked away from God and one day God might bring him back.

I'm shocked to hear that being busy is an excuse for men to not date. I'm really bsuy and i have no interest in dating at the moment. Peer pressure, it's evil. Why must i be despo for women when i can't even support myself ? If i can support myself, naturally i will get someone i love and marry her. Best if it's within the Lord. Unfortunately i have liked none at the moment but still i must know more to get to know them and maybe in the future God might help me chose one and i might actually fall for her. Friends if you have read this stop asking me to get a Gf. It's giving lots of pressure, something i shall not want right now.

Lastly today i was smiling like a mad man. Suddenly i was reminded of Joel asking me to work in church during my 6 months holiday, asking him how much was the pay he replied that. Store up your treasures in heaven. Lol. I smiling even wider when i was reminded that Glenn was asked the same question with the same reply which really made me smile like a insane person from mental hospital. Luckly i don't have a clue on who are the girls laughting at me or else i'll be totally embrassed. Oh well as usual i went out with my ex-schoolmate for bubble tea but the shop once again was not open. Jst ended my chat with Joel and told me about the whole church working thing, didn't get much of a response oh well.... what can i say maybe our friendship is just like that i never grows nor does it die... I can't believe i don't miss him at all. Maybe it's because of school. Oh well. If you are wondering why i change my display pics on msn, it's because Joel asked me if i had a more Macho pics, since the pics i was using was rather kiddish. I just took a pics of myself on my bed and posted it right away. I wonder if my teacher asked me to do such things will i do it right away. Oh well, no time to think about that. Right it's getting late. Gotta Go. There is still choir presentation tomorrow, i still can't get the lyrics right. Just test my luck once more and sleep. Hopefully tomorrow God will guide and teach me the way. Nitez.
God bless.
Shannon

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