The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Ahhh.... A brand new day with a brand new morning.... God allowed me to open my eyes once again... LOL... I am grateful for that but somehow i wish he'll let me sleep for 3 weeks than i don't need to go to work and than go back to school. LOL...

Anyway since my work place is so close to church i guess it's only logical that God wants me to go to Adam again.... Man.... It's so fun to be in theolo... To visit God's house each and everyday to wake up and see God's face... To be basking in the glory of God.... Till our faces shine with the light of God... The tiredness is only physical.... But the strength comes from within... Within the hearts of man... The soul is happy...

Before i slept yesterday, i was disturbed but some news from my cousin... Man... It's sad to hear the church in other parts of the world has come to this... I'm thankful God preserved Singapore... But i fear that would change from what i am hearing... I don't want to change this system.... God is always the same so how can his laws change ? Would we like to see our children turn corrupted with the laws of God ? Would you like to see our people change to be like the world ? It felt sad for me to hear of such things... My cousin says why can't all man be like me... I feel so ashame... Why can't all men be like Jesus... That way there will not be sin...

Woke up feeling fresh and happy... I had a dream.... I was fighting my sins... And i won with the help of God... What he taught me.. Indeed it was a happy dream... My desires to turn back after having that conversation last night was disturbing... The devils really don't know when to give up... Be watchful always... Now i know the meaning.... It's not to be alert like 80%... It's to be alert 100% for the devil is always at a corner looking at you... Waiting for a chance of weakeness to grab you and devour you....

I realised that when i pray i really command God what to do... It's like God give me strength and courage... Blah blah blah... The list goes on forever.... It's not like, God if it is your will... Please make me your good servant... Give me such a attribute to be worthy to serve you... For Lord i am weak and you are mighty... If it allows you to fulfill your work, bestow your blessings to your unworthy servant... No it's all this and that.. God do this God do that... Are we trying to be God instead of serving God ? God is merciful... But do not take advantage of his grace... We should humble ourselves and instead be more ashame of what we have done against him....

I had my morning prayer and i suddenly just had this thought... Imagin... Trees... Just a few of them.... On a plain field... Some a green and growing beautifully while some are withering and dying.... The sun ray is beating down giving food... But Clouds are gathering on the dying tree... Shading the sun's ray away from the tree....Because of that the sun made thicker rays to try and shine through the cloud but the tree blocked the wind from blowing the clouds away... Only a few branches reached out to seek the sun's ray but was unable to withstand too much of the bright light.... The suddenly the white clouds gather and drew dark.... Lightening flashed out of the clouds and burnt the branches reaching out of the clouds making them fall one by one.... The tree was sad and dying... But it wishes for the sun.... So it decided to let the water out of the roots with the hear from the sun rays and turn to vapour which entered into the clouds... The clouds grew thicker and heavier and was unable to do anything... So it showered and watered the dusty leaf... Wiping aways all the dirt and making the tree clean before it disappears... The sun rays beat against the tree and it was once again health... This is how the story end in this world... But be careful for the clouds will once again gather around the tree and kill it if it ever gets the chance to find a speck of dust on it's leaf..

So it's not a real story but it's true that in our life... We should always seek God.. Being too proud because someone says you are holy may have already caused one to fall... Being too weak would enable the hungry wolf to eat you right away... Thus stay alert and all time... Pray to God to keep our souls safe... God bless...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
11:19 am

-----------------

About Me

Crossroads

Memories Of The Wind

Whispers Of The Forest

Whistle While You Walk

The Trodden Road

Memories of the forgotten

Tuesday, December 11, 2007