The Forgotten Land

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Hmm....
Our last day together.
As soliders....
As buddies...
As friends...
We had fun playing.
SIT test was shag.
But to be able to see you in the evening and talk cock with you.
I feel happy.
I feel contented that i am able to see with the light snoring.
I wonder why everyone i sleep with snores.
LOL.
Bad luck i guess.

I'll always remember my PC.
It's so cool to be with you.
It's always inspiring and i aspire to be better when you train me.
I look up to you alot.
My idol... Someone who i really respect.
It isn't like some S.H.E or whatever....
He did something that cause me to really respect him.
I may not like him at first.
But listening to what he said over and over again.
It makes sense... I had to change...
To be a better man...

Take guy for the times we bonded together.
Having fun eating and sharing snacks....
Having fun being tortured together....
Playing arm wrestling...
Tug of war...
Fliping people's bed upside down...
Messing up people's lockers...
Talking cock till 12 am...
This week we learn to be smarter....
We kiwi the boots before we throw the whole brush into my buddy's mouth.
LOL. Super funny.
Stealing ZH's watch and putting it into his mouth....
Letting it ring in his mouth in the morning and waking him up....
Hahahaha... Super funny....
Sorry bro... But i couldn't sleep....
Hahaha... Just had to do it since i saw you in that position...
Wahahahha....

Hey guys...
Remember to bring the 20 bucks for our last memory together.
Let's rock and roll.... For the last time...
The last dance together...
COUGAR WARRIORS !!!!

I have decided to not give others a chance anymore.
When i have given you an invitation.
That's the end.
If you gave up this chance, it's the end.
I'll no longer be persistant and a pest.
I was thinking not to let go.
But i guess i was wrong.
Some times you should give up on people.
They may not change their skin after all.

I want to change but i think i change too much.
Too fast...
It scares me sometimes...
But WTH, i feel good....
But i know somewhere within me is dying.
I should have listened to a certain someone's advise.
I'm turning into someone i do not want to be.

Life is going boring...
I feel like being by myself...
Maybe i'm losing myself... Slowly...
But surely...
We work and train hard but we play hard....
Wooo... I understand... and i'm loving it...

Today did some church work with the AVA...
But because of yesterday's rubbish....
I was nodding my head away...
But in the end i wrote down my thoughts....
In order to keep myself awake...
I guess it might have made some people irritated...
But i don't care... I want to stay awake....
I dun want to sleep....
I keep doing that every week...
Not this week...

The message i got when i book out was scarry....
Vic gave me a message saying...
You'll be a victim as well...
In the end she was meaning her cheeze cake.
YES... Cheeze cake not cheese...
Cos i didn't feel any cheese at all...
It was more like chocolate pie or tart...
I was rather worried about her suddenly feeling so moody...
But girls will be girls...
She isn't mature enough...
But oh well... Different people need different situation to grow...
Mine turned out to be army...
To teach me to be a men...
To be childish as well...
But to know when to be a man....
How to care for others...

But don't look at other's weakness...
I have my weakness as well...
I can't get my sword anymore...
I didn't get my bloody marksman...
I still failed and didn't do well in terms of situation with stress..
In other words i'm a failure....
So i have not learn my lesson...
I have not had success for a long time...
The question i should ask myself...
WHY ??? Hmm... Maybe it's time to keep quiet and ponder again...
I need answers again...

We are all going to walk different walks of life....
But... Remember the times we suffered together...
Remember the times we stayed back together....
The times we clean our bunks...
The times we got screwed together...
The dirt we got during outfield...
The shit we had to do when we were sick...
How we share each other's burden...
How we help and encourage each other...
How we trained together...
How we try hard and push each other to the limit....
How we talk cock into the late night....
When we brush our teeth together...
Slept in the same section...
Share each other's bed to talk cock...
Shared food when we are hungry...
Help each other to cut down weight and grow muscles...
The time we wanted to fall out....
The time we tell each other to keep moving...
To not fall out... To keep pushing ourself onwards...
When you slowed down i kept pushing you.... I keep pulling you with me...
When i walked.. You pushed me... Or walked with me...
Thank you for being my war buddy.

We will always be together.
I'll always remember those days we had together.
Although it's a short 3 months...
I made us each our attitudes and how we have changed over this freaking 3 months.
Zhi Hao... It's still my goal to get you a GF before i POP...
Don't give up.... Uthaya will train with you while i'm gone...
But i'll be back to train with you guys again after i POP...
Not bad i POP twice...
Uthaya... You'll make a good Sir.... Don't disappoint me...
Since i cannot go there with you anymore... Don't fall out...
You can do it.. Miss Cougar you are the best and the most sexy...
LOL... Woooooo.....
Zhou Wei... Err... Don't be so lazy la...
And try to work hard la...
Don't so worm can ?
You can do it as well...
Just don't give up and have the hack care attitude...
We buds will rule...
We are well known among the commanders of platoon 2...
We will be champions in our own way...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
12:28 am

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