The Forgotten Land

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Somehow after thinking for some time i feel that why did God make women when he saw that Adam was lonely. Cos he should have just stayed lonely instead of having so much headache. Oh well what's done is done. I talked to a few of my friends, yes they dislike women and find them a mess but we can't live without them. Which is also true. Without the first women there will not be a growth in human population. Oh well, anyway. It used to be the part where women will be the one who cook and you enjoy and beautiful meal and love from your wife. Nice, cool. Than they had to work, yeah it's good. They have something to do instead of staying at home all the time and doing nothing but housework. But to totally work and forget about the skills of cooking to totally unacceptable. At least know how to fry a freaking egg. Having a useless younger sister who dunno how to cook but crawl on the bed doing nothing before running down at the first scent of food. Chewing on the food before arguing that the food is not good, sick. Ungrateful females. This is the reason why i dislike women so much. Wanna eat pizza but not daring enough to order. Waste of money and abusing money even if you can afford it. Imagin people who are unable to afford their meals what more pizza. Even if you throw those food like rubbish they are grateful that food is given to them and thankfully eat them. Our leftovers.

To own a choir gown or cloths but yet failed to even present once. A failure, a big mess. Yes you are part of the choir but yet you fail to present. People start talking, yes you do not know anything about it so you don't feel bad. Does it feel good to have comments from friends, elders and even preacher's wife which are bad. I wonder why i feel a great sense of anger when i heard that choir is to be visited when a friend is present as well. Yes visited, i used that word as i find it the correct term. It's a choir for God. Not for mortals instead they are to touch God. If you can touch God naturally people would be moved with tears as well. Your whole soul during practise should be brought forth, yes you may have fun and think that it's crappy. Imagin taking an exam without studying isn't that what i would call a one way ticket to hell ? Claiming to be presenting without attending choir won't that be a one way ticket to ashaming God ? Isn't it better if you leave ? Would be considered a student if you don't go to school ? By name yes but are you really ? I'm super disappointed in so many think not only this, even in church after hearing so many things yes i'm disappointed in many ways. But if you think the truth is in there why not stay ? Stay firm to what you believe in. Workhard and perservence will pay off in the end. Anyway a change of topic.

I'm really thankful for having parents, how do you manage to find the time to cook. Watch shows, Bath, play CS, eat the food you cook when it's still hot, chat on the phone with someone, sms many people, water the plants, mop the place and spray the house with bugspray to kill all those pesky germ carrier. Before running to church. I'm thankful for having transportion as well so i do not need to cycle to church like the older generations. Luckly i still have my parents in this world. If i didn't experience this yesterday i still would be taking my parents cooking for me for granted. A car to transport me from a place to another quickly.

What a tiring day, somehow i think i know why God made women and yeah it's good to have females. I really wanna enjoy my life and have a loving wife to look after me after a tiring day. To talk to and enjoy our time together. Oh well. Why am i even thinking of this thinks since NS is not over, i do not have a steady income and i do not have a ability to afford a grand wedding dinner. Anyway now is not the time for that, study... Focus.... After getting good grades will i get a good pay. Getting more words of God will enable me to know more of God, talking more to God will get me closer to God. As long as i'm spiritually saved and my grands allows me to bring honour to myself and my parents. It will be good to know. Thus i must focus before i enter to other things.Short term goals must be achieved before i can reach my long term goals. Thus thinking short first before thinking far. Ok. Gotta go.

Shannon

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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Sunday, July 29, 2007