The Forgotten Land

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Got an sms last night by SK, yeah i wanted to go since it was about church but ermm....I also didn't want to go since i was feeling tired... So i went to sleep thinking if i would go or not. Planning in my sleep i guess i overslept and woke up like an hour ago. which like 2.30 ? Well around that time. Woah guess i really had little sleep over the week end to sleep over 12 hours. Yep wanted watch the 9 pin ball shown on tv at 12 some more. In the end miss every single bloody show i wanted to watch. Haiz.... Well guess after fuming for an hour i'm stil angry over it. Damn. Well i've found a clip on it. Guess this will do but it's not the skills i wanna learn. It's a 40 plus min clip so it will take time to load if you wanna watch it.

This is another 50 min plus billar pro series. It's a super test of skill for noobs like me. I prefer to play with more than just 9 balls. If you can use more and test through accending order wow. A true test of skill especially if it's totally clustered together making it more difficult to wack.
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsHAG8YrXG8)

Anyway i was search youtube for Sister Act all of a sudden, maybe i'm still stress over what to talk about during hymn leading. Yeah it was fun to watch and cool as well but in the end it's not right to sing like that. At least it's a way to run away from stress at the moment. Lol. Yeah i was thinking why hear songs from singers when you can sing it yourself, everyone can be a singer not only those on tv. If you love singing than go all out for it. It's doesn't matter if you are bad, just wack. Go and sing your heart out, improve. Here is a clip on youtube on some person singing. It's not as good as the actual singer but who cares, it's good.

I have heard comments like don't compare. Yeah if you compare yourself to people who are better it might be discouraging but take it this way. You have a goal right ? You want to be as good as the person who is singing so well. You want to be better. Even for choir. You want to do better to glorify his name. To sing well to make a mark on people's hearts but more important leave behind a message that you are suppose to spread. To be better at singing it will be good for God to heard, to have the meaning sung from your hearts is the treasure God wants. So improvements is what we all must seek, try to close the gap from being as perfect as God although that is not possible but try. At least when you see him face to face you would not fill so useless like you have done your best to attain perfection. I guess i must change my lifestyle instead of just thinking about it and slowly waiting for results i must wack already. Don't care, don't give chance, just wack. Make as much mistakes and learn, if you cannot learn it through the easy way learn it the hard way. As long as you learn. Don't make the same mistakes as before. Never cry over the past but seek the future. Anyway got projects to complete. Byez.

Shannon.

and the frost fell...
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Sunday, July 22, 2007