The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

In the bible when do people start to sin ? Was it in times of peace ? Was it in times of victory ? In times of peace where people do not think of God ? Now why do was sin ? Isn't it because of peace as well ? Isn't it because of victory ? In the past God commanded to destroy the enemy and not take anything from them. If they went against God, a defeat is sure to be expected. If they do stupid stuff and disobey God rushing for a swift place into battle but disobeying God, they were punished.

Disobeying God after having peace and making merry resulted into the corruption of mind which as well made people turn to things such as gays. Resulting in the city being destroyed !!! Yet there are churches that accept gays why is that ? The road to death is wide and the pathway to heaven is narrow that's why. Why is there such a thing a gays ? And why do people who are not gays having such disgusting habits which make them seem like one. Sick, i'm sick of such people. Do they just want to get attention or are they doing it just because they are deprive of certain things. I will never enter an army camp with people like those. Never... The most i sign on and increase my years there to have a transfer.

When there is peace there is sin, when one is too free with nothing to do one will sin. Imagin being busy, you work all day without any space for freedom. Going for a holiday you were just lying on the beach for days being relax and one day you meet a beautiful girl or guy, which attracts you. The person is interested in you for pervers things so she makes an effort to play with you like a toy. You fall in love and gave in do not think this is unbelieveable anything on earth can happen. As a teacher said you are who you are when the curtains are closed. Our mind must be kept pure whenever we are doing something. When it starts to want to sin, well what i do is sleep. Don't think about it and sleep. That way your free time disappears. Wake up more refresh and apologist to God for thinking of such stupid things. wonder why i wanted to bold the letters ? I want it to serve as a remind to myself thus i wrote today's blog. I want to look back and see how foolish or how much i have grown after all my post and as the years go by.

In my prayers everytime when it comes to the lost sheep or the not so faithful. Not saying i'm faithful myself, you never know when i might be weak as well and be like them. IF that ever happens i want somebody to stretch a hand out to me, tell me "Let me accompany you to church. I shall be your friend to walk into church with you. There is nothing to fear, God is forgiving. He knows we can be weak at times but we must always turn back to him." So now i want to stretch out my hands and do that as much as i can. I never knew the down side of church maybe it's because i was too much in the happiness department to see the ugly side. People leaving... Going for a afternoon session being with some people singing hymns there were sounds but they were soft, i could hear my voice for once loud and clear(for once), i'm ashame to say that even the sound unit was louder than the voices put together in the room. Praying i saw people leaving and coming back just when the prayer ended, as if they were camping outside until prayer ended. Children were not in class sticked like glue to the parents and thus creating a scene running a around a playing. Parents pamper their children not scolding them instead went along with them. Disappointing ? Was such an ugly sight ever seen before ? I felt so scared for once, it's like fighting the battle alone but why must i care even if i'm alone with God beside me i will bring victory but still such a sight will never leave my mind. Yes the people is disappointing but is God disappointing ? No he is not, as long as one day God is with the church i shall be with the church. As long as God lives in me, i will live for him. As long as there is one breath in me, i want to always work with the Lord and under him. I want to change and make people see the light of God glowing within me.

And that includes my sister. I cannot stand her. I think today i'll start with plan 1. Good habits rules your life plan. Females, cannot stand them too much fashion guides and books on it. Make them so glued to the world like that.... Haiz... Luckly heaven isn't a shopping item to be bought everyday. They(females) will be deem as the most faithful when things like that happens. Ok i'm gonna try and stop being subjective to females already. Die i think i'm turning into somebody i know. Cannot i'm another person myself i should not act like him. I jokes about it but i take it seriously. Most of my friends are girls man. I cannot keep insulting the female race. Actually talking to Nah i learnt alot about why God created females i saw it in a light that i never ever seen before. Smart. I'm the one that is stupid and not being able to catch up. Light of God is shining out of everyone and mine is never bright enough. I must catch up, i must shine brighter. I'm not showing his glory within me. I must stick to the decision i have made and never faulter ever for this will make me who i am and what i will become. I better make a set of Goals for myself and for God. Post it as my wallpaper so i'll see it every time i log into my pc.

Oh well, once lost sister plan excuted already than goes to lost sheep plan A. After the holidays i'll excute this plan. I want to increase my faith by having people increase in their faith with me. Thus i must never fall. If i fall, not only will i not continue with the plan. I might be one of those lost sheeps. Prayer and be alert at all times. Don't give chance for free time where the devils can crush you due to the temptations of the world. Lol. Anyway today didn't do much in school except go school early just to do project. Hardly a thing to metion. Tomorrow i need to do some last min touches before we might be able to present or else i'll have to postpone and line up with the others to queue up on friday to present. Damn. It's going to be a busy day. May God keep you alert and faithful, every part of your days and all your hours.
Nitez everyone.
Shannon

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