The Forgotten Land

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Dear Lord,
How am i ever going to find favour in Your sight ? Often have i gone astray and have fallen short of Your grace. Every mistake i make i seek Your forgiveness, but every mistake i make is like a stab into You heart. Piercing deep into Your skin, the torment You must face by having a child like me. Never have i shown Your image in me, never have my light shined brighter than the stars in the dark night's skies. Never was i a salt to this world, since i lost my flavour day after day. Why will men be tempted ? Why would they fall into temptation ? Why is sin so easily fallen into and yet doing Your words seems so hard in this world ? Every sin i make, makes me feel more weak. Make me so weak... Why do i not realise the love You have shown me and given me and not even return such a small favour back ? Instead i keep gaining favours from You.... How can i not love You when You have loved me so much ? What make me so deserving of Your love ?
How can You still love man whe he has sinned against you ? For 1 good man, You can save us human beings from destruction and to even populate the world. Yet we have forgotten of such kindness and went against you sinning even more than ever. Being the worst of our kind generation after generation. I marvel at your deep knowledge as i can never understand why You did such a thing and the path that we must walk to fulfill Your desired plans for us. Why do you even bother so save us when we brought You so much pain and sufferings. For a fruit a silly mistake, we have made You go through the pain of watching Your children suffer on earth working for themself. When they still think of You and offer gifts to You, You smiled and bless them for remembering You. Oh can we be so ignorent of Your feelings ? Which parents would like to be separated from their child ? God even You wish us to be in heaven with You isn't that so ? You wish for all of us to be gathered back to where we belong, to where we were suppose to be. Thus You love us so much. Yet we fight among ourself, we dishonour You and we make You sad through our bad conduct. Lord forgive my sinful nature for i have never really gave my love to You. Although it is nothing much but please accept my love for You and let me think of You everyday. Every minute of my life, every passing second. Let me be humber and take in all insults without blowing up. If my heart is with You, Your words will be in my heart. I will follow it and do Your bidding. To endure and have long suffering, to be like You. To follow in your footsteps.
Lord let me remember in every troubled situation, You are always there to carry me on Your shoulders to bring my sorrows away. To take me far from my woes. I am not a christian yet, for i am unfit to claim that title at the moment. When i have become i true Christian will i claim that title and sore even higher. I want to climb the mountain the long and steep mountain so i can see You face to face. So i can see Your glory. Let me show You how good i am and will become, through my actions. Guide my path so each step i take would glow in the sand, never able to be washed away. Teach me how to walk, like a baby struggling to reach out for Your hands. Reach out to me and grab on to my hand, make sure i grab on to Yours before i walk. For without You i will fall again. I will have to crawl against the sinful world and not trample the evils ones who wishes for me to crawl like a snake on it's belly. Help me oh Lord never to lose sight of You. Shine your light so bright that nothing can dimish it, so that my path is always clear. So i can bath in the light of your glory.

You gave me eyes to see your wonders,
Ears to listen and learn,
Mouth to preach your words,
Conscious to know what's right from wrong,
Senses to detech your grace,
Body to know your warmth,
Heart to feel your love,
Hands to do your work,
Finger to join together in prayer,
Knees to kneel down before thee,
Feet to thread the path of salvation.

Your unworthy Child Timothy

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