The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

To be rudely awaken after i had returned home so late and slept at 2 am... Damn.... Still play pool and make so much noise... My sister is a natural leader man... So much like how i used to be a leader for evil... Influencing the weak to be weaker... What more influencing a man to be weak...

Remember not to be a stumbling block to others... If you wish to die, die alone... Do not drag someone else into the pool of death to be drowned at the bottom of sin itself... To know more people in church is for them to help pull you up whenever that ever happens... To pull them along with you that way you cannot be pulled up instead you will pull them along.. This way no one can save and remind you of what you have done... God cannot save a man that doesn't want to save himself... He stretches out His hands to help... Instead you shove His hands away... How do you then say He has not helped you at all ? Instead you pulled the people that God has saved into the water as well...

Water is essential for life and man cannot survive without water... That is the physical aspect and logic of this world ever since we have sinned.. What is disturbing and what is not ? Is it disturbing when the truth hits you ? Or if the person is thinking this way and you find it wrong and that it should be your way of thinking ? Yes... I do feel that people are always feeling for themself... Pop songs... Singing of love for women... Not woman... Not one by many and yes he is called the great lover... He is deemed as a good lover for he is much experience with lots of women. A man is great after he has boasted of how many women he has slept with and how many sinful things he has done in this life... Yes... That is the great lover. To love yourself is the greatest love... To save another life... You run up to the person but you stop for a moment to think... Will i get hurt in the process ?

It is time for church... You stop to think do i have enough money to let my family have a comfortable life ? To be able to enjoy the fruit of pleasure in this passing life ? Love what is love ? Reading the mana times... It does make one think... How is one able to love ? To be able to give up your life for the person ? To the mortals... Yes.. That is great love... But think... God gave his son to us.. He did not die for one man... HE died for all... He saved not only you and me.. He saved the world... Every living and breathing human... Not only from the past and for the future... Can your death for one do anything ? Think about your family and friends... If you are married... What will your children think of you ? If you are not... What will your parents think of you ? What impact will you give to them ? What are you showing in your life that can affect them ?

True love ... What is that ? I myself am not sure how to have true love or how i can attain it... My mind is totally mixed up... But i know the love i have for God not is not true... For God so love us that he will never change... Even the test of time will not blow that love for us away... In this world there is no ever lasting love anymore, instead there is ever lusting love... What is this world coming to ? As it is written the world will become like that... Corrupted and full of sin.... Even the church will not be spared... False teachings... Signs and wonders... Things that are not from God will be seen... Sodom has been destroyed... And yet many of sodom's sons and daughters has been born into this world...

Going on a ride to show the foreigners the ugly side of singapore... That is not the ugly sight of singapore... It is the cure of singapore... The sins of singapore... The place which God will strike and destroy... I was praised for being able to spot a whore... It is not something honourable... It's is something disguesting... How i wish i was pure enough not to know these kind of things... To be like children... Running around and enjoying their lives... Harlots... Something which i hate to see... Is it sin itself and it is like a serpent coiling around you trying it's best to strangle you to death... Once you embrace it... Death is assured... It's poison will slowly but surely kill you... The moment you bite the fruit of lust... You are assured that God will leave you... There is no discussion... Not unless you have the pure of heart to really kill your past and embrace God once more... But still a fallen person will be marked with the scars of sin already...

How ever are you going to see God on the last day ? Life... Isn't easy... To live a life of Godlyness... It's almost impossible.. As the Chakara of the devils are too great in this world... The reatsu is too great that we fall into sin... LOL.... But seriously.... If we seek God his powers are far more powerful than that of satan... What we need is will power to fight this evil aura emitting from the ground... For cured is the ground... This world is not of God although He created it... It is of the devils for they are cursed to live here... God will save us and pull us out of danger if we relay and depend on him... The devils can do nothing but watch us get safe... LOL... But don't be so happy.. As long as we are staying in this world... There is many things the devils can do to draw us away from God...

To make our hearts dirty... To hate God... To fall away from God... I guess true love is the example set by God... To love and not change even after the test of time... Ever lusting love... The world today disappoints me... I'm sure others are disappointed as well... If we ask where is the Love in church, that is correct.. For we are the ones that have the love... We are the ones who can make the difference.. If we fall away and go to another church, isn't that giving up and not helping the church change ? Making others disappointed as well and leaving the church... The way to life, love is one of the many ingredience to our life before entering heaven... It is a core material to help create a better life... To love a person you can forgive the person of everything... But to love a person is hard... To get angry and hate the person is easy... Why is everything so hard ?

What is good we do not do, what is bad is what we do... Knowing good and not doing it, that is sin as well... It is so easy for us to break God's laws and sin against him... By closing our eyes and not seeing anything we do not wish to see... I wish to borrow the mana times and bring it to my work place to read... It really makes me thing more about how i am treating God... Why do i not change at all and go back to the man i used to be ? As weak as i am... I am saying this. It is making me feel so fake... I feel that my life is a fake... What i am doing is a fake... How can i be holy ? What i do and what i say is 2 totally different things... My goals... To be like Jesus... Even God is the form of flesh can be so holy... That is what i can be like as well... Jesus is limited by flesh that is what i am limited as well... So why can't i be like him ? Yes he knows our limits... That's what makes God all knowing... I can never become like Jesus as i have sin and was borned with sin... That is the difference... But still i won't stop trying... To be God's favourate child... To be able to look at Him and talk to Him... So that my face will shine with His glory... That is my goal... The people did not go up to the mountain to see God for they have sinned and feared death. For only people without sin can see God and live... Indeed i would think that God would have let them live if only they had a courage to seek forgiveness when they seen Him. If we fear his wrath why not applease Him by asking of his forgiveness ? If only man did not eat the fruit of good and evil... We wouldn't have to suffer the life of sin... A great chain that has been around our necks since birth... Oh well... Back to work... BB..

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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