The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Got bugged by Vicky to change my blog lay out. So here it is. The one i like better kind of got a funny feel. Cos the flashing words would sort of cross over my blog. But it's way cool. Anyway since Vicky keep asking so i'll change it la. I've got time anyway.

My sleeping time kinda of got screwed. Oh yeah something very unexpected happened sia. Vicky join me take bus. LOL. Anyway walking in the rain was very fun. I loved the rain alot. Reminds me of my younger days. Looking at the sky, flying kites, enjoying the wind.

Many nice things are happening to me these few days. I guess it's because it's raining everyday. I prefer being alone during rainy days. The rain makes me happy. I like the sound of rain drops falling to the ground, i love the smell of rain it has this smell that feels cool. I keep looking up into the sky these few days. It's kind of nice. I look the cool weather that lets me sleep so easily. Hibernation time is here. Guess sleeping is rather good.

I remember during theolo it was always raining. I would love to sleep during that time. I would always look at the window when it's raining and see the rain drops drip down from it. Maybe there will be a bug or 2 stuck on the window but the rain drops just down fall onto it. Thus i tortured the bug by diverting all the rain drops onto it. Disappointing... It fell off so easily. I admire the spider. The web was all wet and the spider was trying it's best to fight against the weather. Don't give up. Even when the web is broken try and try again. I tried once to break the web but the spider built it all up by the next day. I kept doing that for a few days but still it didn't give up.

I have nothing to say but all the best in your life little one. You will do great.

Everything is connected. I wonder why ? But somehow everything is connected. The internet is a big spider web. You can cut the line to be a stand alone web but the moment you switch on the internet you join the web together. But man... can never be together. Their web is always alone. When they join together it takes awhile before it breaks in the end.

People will always complain and backstab one another. So what is the point of saying anything to people you don't trust. How is your day ? How are you doing ? What's up have not talked to you for so long ? Useless words. If you really have a bond in the first place, even without words you will make the person feel comfortable. I used to have those kind of friends. But what the hell happened ? I got screwed in the back. That's how "Good" friends can become. Family is all i have ? No... I still have some friends. Trust only a few people. Mostly those that are close to me. Family can be a disappoint some times. Heed the words of your parents. Since dad says don't make this kind of friends so go ahead.

I mean that way how do i make friends ? Just because he doesn't greet or feels abit unfriendly... WTH.. Unless he is a gangster or talks dirty i have nothing to say. But oh well... So what if i feel like that. I cannot do anything...

I feel trapped but i cannot break free... I wonder why ? I think i just want to stay in church and not go back home. Staying in church feels great. I don't know why. But i just enjoy staying there for the night more than anything else in the world.

Is being a christian that hard ? Didn't Jesus came to this world to be with sinners ? Why must i always stay with goody goody people ? Instead of asking me to stay away from him why not try to change him ? This is absured... Forget it. I'm gonna sleep. Although it's mid day... Whatever... Nitez.

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
3:34 pm

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Memories Of The Wind

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Whistle While You Walk

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008