The Forgotten Land

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Hi hi all.... Wishing all viewers a Happy New Year... Although it's already 1 am... Sorry la... I came back at 12.10 right... Got abit of nagging or scolding... For being so late... Man.... Parents have a stressful time worrying about their kids...

Anyway it started out as a fine day... Assuming that my partner would be late as usual... I was dead tired from waking up so early to work... Man... I wanted to die... Anyway i really died when my partner just didn't come for work and switched off his phone... Man it's like freaking irritating... How long can i take this... I've endured for like 2 months plus and now another 2 months of his rubbish... I think he is going to die when i clear up all the MCs he has been taking... Seriously ... Anyway... I'll not bother about him... Man.. I wonder why i give in to him so much... It's not my nature to give in to bullies in the past.. Why start now ? I wonder... DO i really hate him or just because he makes me angry with his actions, do i say so much bad things about him ? Sometimes i wonder have i changed ? Have i become more holy than before ?

Anyway first to come in, last to go home... Sick of this kind of things man... Really hate it... Hardwork doesn't pay off i guess... Nobody sees hardwork as a virtual... They just want to see work being done... Other than that... There is no credit given.. Why is that so ? Like what Pr.CAQ said count our days.. The world will kick us when we lose our value... When we are sick, old or unable to do our duties... We can kill ourself by working like crazy, maybe take 3 jobs and toggle with them till we drop dead... In the end it will affect our health... Man... I really hate this world... I hate man.... How can i love man when i don't love God ? If i love God will i not spare a thought for him ? Will i not sin because of him ? Will i not be tempted for his sake ? He has died for us... In return should we not follow his plans... To ease his pains by erasing the mistake of eating the fruit of good and evil ?

Yes if we hadn't ate of that fruit... We won't be here and we won't be suffering... By eating that fruit we sinned against God and lost our life of eternity... Emperor Qi Shi Wang was a great ruler... A fierce and ruthless king... He seek immortality... But what did he get ? A fate everyone will have... Death... It is our fate to die... But we have a hope. Jesus died to clear that sin we have made... He saved everyone and not died for his mother or brother... EVERYONE... Yes... The least we could do is repent and be like what we suppose to be if we hadn't ate the food of good and evil... Be pure to stand in front of God and talk to him without the sense of shame...

Had a fun time after work... Rushed over to sembawang... It was super crowded on the MRT... Man... I was squeezing in a train to get to my destination... Yes you didn't it's not a typo error i squeezed into the train... I hate crowds but i hate to be late... So no choice... When to Sun Plaza and guess what... KFC is flooded with people... So i tried the food court... Flooded... So no choice went to the comic shop... I saw so many people that i went out of the store after 5 mins of browsing... In the end i decided to eat at Mc Donalds... The place i dread the most with the help from a phone call to Vic... Man... Reminds me of Vin eating Mc every week on sat... Vin what you want to eat ? Mc la... Sian lor... It's like... Rather go drink lard... Sure can grow bigger in size one... It's a one time application... All you have to do is finish it...

Anyway i tried eating very slowly and it worked... Vic came like mid way .... 7 o'clock sharp... Said that SK would be late... So i ate slowly and yes... Managed to waste time till 7.20pm.... Took turns to go to the washroom and there he was... Presto.... I had no idea he dress so informal outside church... Man... It was cool to see him out of those clothings... I see them everyday... It was getting abit boring seeing it all the time... Yes i had a hard time talking to him... Yes i had a hard time coming out with topics.. And yes i'm struggling to say something to talk to him... Fortunately Vic was there man... She was able to help me out... But she stopped as well.... So experience kicked in.. Talk about army or NS... LOL... Army people will die to say all the army stuff... No matter what... Man... He was able to say things and i only got like 50% of what he said in my head... Some that i know but didn't want to say anything.... If not i'll lose out on topics... Mostly i don't know and too sleepy to understand so indept that i can understand it well... But well.. LOL... It's fun... Sitting on the bus... Or rather standing in the bus... Chatting and talking... It was rather gan gar.... LOL .... I forgot the english word.. But you get the point... Yeah... Sat down ordered a drink talked like forever... Man i still can't get SK to talk about himself..... NOOOOoooo... Open up.... Don't close yourself... We are friends of the same age... Friends since young.. LOL... Come on.. Open up... but in the end i guess talking to him like that in years... Won't help.... LOL.. So funny.. BUt i still had fun... Talk so much crap la.. Like an old man like that... I was thinking Vic won't say what her problem is in detail so i had to guess and talk in a wider kind of way... Mostly you can scrap it and throw away... If any point help i hope it's in detail and it will help in one way or another... I talk to much... So much for advising my sis... Man.. I'm become like a women...

I guess i'll die when my jaws drop out of my mouth and i can't eat anything so i'll stuff to death instead... LOL... Anyway had lots of fun... Keep trying to ask SK to share something or anything... Instead of him just giving his suggestion... Share la.. I want some of your aura... I know nothing about you.... WEll... Nothing of recent... Like the past 6 years after we rarely talked to one another.. How's life... LOL.. Those kind of things... And i played sparkers with both Vic and SK... LOL... Children again... but i didn't get the thrills of it... Being a child you get happy with little things... I only learnt one thing from talking with SK... Do not take things for granted... We are living so blissfully with God's blessing and yet we murmur against Him.. It's like the people saying to God that it's a mistake to take them out of egypt.... Man... If it was me... I'll strike them with as many thunder bolts i can find.... Save you already still complain... Cannot see my powers meh... Wanna die arr... Slap you than you know... Wake up your idea.... LOL.. How you feel if people were so poor that they cannot eat rice like we do but just the burnt surface which is scrapped and left to dry on the road before being solded to the poor people.. Man... And we just dump food just because we don't like it... Imagin if those people were to see the food you dump and dig into the garbage just for those food and eat it... How would you feel ? Grossed out or sorry for them ? Or do you feel ashame of yourself for not treasuring the things you have ?

Why do people feel sad or anything ? Is it not they themselves causing themselves to feel pain ? To waste time being sad instead when they could use that time to solve their problems... LOL... I learnt that from David... When his child was sick... He begged God for forgiveness... When the baby died... He went back to normal... For he could do nothing since it has already been done... Crying over spilled milk is useless... We should not be so evil in heart and think before we speak... When the person is hurt stop and not stab the person's heart deeper... For you won't know what words will pierce which person to the core... May it be good or bad... Do it to help someone and make sure that someone gets the correct message you are trying to convey... Do not cause the downfall of a fellow bro or sis... For that will make thee a stumbling block... Well.... We left at 10.50 got on the bus... Took around 11.00 to reach the MRT and SK was soo sweet as to go out of his way to take the MRT back with Vic and I.... LOL... So nice of him... But the blow was the ending... We were already getting along so well.... Before he left.. He shaked my hands... Man... Oh well... What you expect for just a session of therapy.... LOL... I sucked some of his aura... LOL... Share share... Feel abit better now that we're talking... Solved some problems about the Youth Comm... I need to rethink my decision after hearing SK thoughts about it...

Wah bus 72 was like so late la... I reach around 11.10 to 11.15 wait till 11.40... Sian la... Than lucky the bus super fast... I got home at 12.10 to 12.15.... Got a nag or scolding... LOL... What a way to start the new year.... LOL... Well... As my nick says... I'm a bad kid... Went out on the morning of 2007 came back in the morning of 2008... Man... Bad record for making parents worry... Die sure kanna found out... God will write on the big book... Wonder if there will be pop ups... LOL... Ok dun lame already.... Kids play with pop up books... I'm grown up... LOL... Bring out the child in me... LOL... Watch more kids central.... LOL... Anyway wanted to bug Shi Sang.... Unfortunately she not coming online today since she came back home late i pressume... So sad... Oh well... Go watch a episode of drama... But i'm having a heavy eye lid... So i guess i'll make a small chat before sleeping... Nitez guys... Happy New Year...

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