The Forgotten Land

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Is being a Christian all that good ? Is being bullied all that fun ? Working and they take advantage of you because you are a being a good Christian ? Indeed the world will hate us... They hate to do what we do, but love to take advantage of what we do and try to use it to their benefit... Should i continue to act like a Christian ? To be bullied ? What is fairness ? Nothing in this world is fair. Indeed our parents have done well to shield us from the outside world... The world where the most cruel people survive. The rich are great thus they get away with everything.. The people who take advantage but do not have brains get caught and they get eaten and spit out like mud... The weakest are thrown to the ground like nothing and they get stepped on.... But they endure and endure....

Do i want to be step on again and again ? Is this my choice in life ? To be stepped on and than i can't complain ? Where is justice ? Ask my boss and she'll just say Justice is covering up her butt from getting burnt. I'm her ACE card so i cannot have anything sickness any weakness... What am i ? A robot ? Her maid... Someone that can be commanded as and when she likes ? I'm an attachy yes... But i am a student... Are you threatening me with grades now ? Do you think i give a damn. I have endured for 3 months and now another 2.... And my partner is giving me crap with like 9 daggers up my back already.... Man.. How evil can he still be ? Just to save his ass after taking his sweet holiday he comes back and shoot me ? What the hell ? I have not even taken my break yet.... Somehow i don't think i'm a Christian... I just forget about being a Christian but focus on all the anger and blast out in one blow.... A rabbit is a cute creature but it can still bite...

I don't play a losing game unless i'm with my friends.... Having leave also can call me back... Forget it... I'm taking MC for the next 2 days to sleep and enjoy.... I lack a day of sleep.... Anyway wanted to blog about it... LOL... Firstly... Wanted to get out of that boring office place.... I thought it was 12 already but actually it was only 11... LOL... Long time before the last bus... But hahaha.. Dun care so much la... Got out on time also can.... Yeah so i got home and not long later Nah came around... So he entered the living room to watch spirit... THe stupid horse thingy.. I forgot about the cheezy story.... Tried to play the PS 2 games but the controller was spoilt so yeah... I kept moving in circles....

Yeah i forgotten about the game part... Listened to Nah and drank 2 cups of saturated coffee that's why i cannot sleep when i came back.. I've still haven't slept since than..... Man it was crap... The king was sleeping on my dad's car when i was about to reach the car.... wasted like 2 mins stupid garfield.... Cos we had a big battle of starring at one another before he scramble along.... Yep.. Drove out super slow... Had a few jerks since i was nervous.... YEah and than... We made our way out of the place... LOL... Like the need for speed game just that cannot speed.... LOL... Anyway the place was so deserted la.... And Nah was saying you have a new competitor... LOL... I'll never forget that one... Oh yeah and the my job is to make sure you don't speed... Your mom ask me when i stepped into the house.... Man... LOL.. The most funny.... NOoo... You are speeding... It's 92 km.... Over by 2 km.... LOL.... That was the core man... Oh well.. Went to the airport... It was a smooth journey until i made the wrong choice of not turning.... And when to changie beach... LOL... The shuttle bus was so fast that he nearly wack against my dad's car la... Crazy man... Thank God nothing happened... I nearly had a heart attack.... Lucky i was calm if not wack the bus already.... Thank you God... You saved both Nah and my life.... The prayer before leaving the place worked... LOL... Listened to BOA... Man... It's the only one i can find that doesn't have any songs that will make me sleep... So we took a few rounds and yep.... Went around the place looking for a way to turn back to the airport... Yep... We managed to get there after some searching and exploring... Next time don't make such stupid mistake...

One wrong turn and we'll get lost... If there isn't any sign board and we didn't follow the rule we wouldn't have found our way back... Yep... Went to the airport... Did a just pass parking... If got car sure hard for me to get out...LOL... My body got to be as thin as a paper in order to get out... Anyway... It was a fun experience... The place was so small that it looked like a big house.... LOL... With just one shop... Man... Compare to T3 it was a complete let down... Drove back to seng kang.... Stopped at the cabby area to alight Joel and family... LOL... Oh yeah i salute Joel's dad la... Uncle waited for like 4 or 5 hours for Joel to come at the airport.... Man... Imagin how much God loves us... If i father can already give such love for his son... What more our father in heaven ? He is love himself.... I know he won't give up on us to the very last breath of our insignificant life... Yes... Yep after i let them off... I made a U-turn to see if they gotten a cab... And yes... They did... OK... I can go home now... And i made a wrong turn... Where am i ? I'm lost man.... Ok... Next... Just find anything i recognise... LOL... My sis ex-school... Yes.... I saw it... But i'm clueless... I've only been there once by taxi.... Sadded man... So i'm still lost... I think i went around the place for a round and than i ended back at the taxi stand with Joel and family missing... LOL... Must have gotten home already.. Cos after that i remember my bearings and headed straight home.. Parked perfectly... And got home seeing lights and the gate was unlocked... Is my house being raided by theif ? Or is my parents worried... Man... I was too tired to think so i just thank God for my safe journey back and wanted to sleep... The theif can rob me for all i care... I just need rest... And indeed my parents was sitting down waiting for my return... Another display of love... So touched... see 2 scene one with someone's family one with mine... Oh man.. I'm so luck to be born in this family... Anyway wanted to say something about this... But i can't remember... Brain dead already 24 hrs not sleeping... OK... I've to sleep. Nitez. I'll explain if i can remember the point tomorrow. Nitez.

and the frost fell...
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