The Forgotten Land

Monday, January 07, 2008

What is knowledge ? What is being smart ? What is my life purpose to staying in this evil world ? When you see a baby full of innocent... He kicks your for a sole purpose of pure anger against you. It is soon forgotten by them... They want peace, not anger all the time... They want love... Not hate all around them.. Unlike now.. When we are kick we hold it for a period of time collecting more anger... When it's time we kick them and we try to make sure we kill them...

Knowledge ? Smart ? They are 2 different things, that's why they are spelled wrongly... Smart is being about to score... You don't call those people knowledge people... You call them smart people.. Yeah... They maybe smart but they cannot apply their it in their work... So you can say knowledge is something that can use to apply to something to get more result than smart... Why do we need smartness ? To score in exams ? In the end when you die those papers will die along with you... Anyway... If you want to ask God about something ask about knowledge... Something which is very important to me... Why i do not have knowledge ? Am i not desiring for the spirit anymore ? Am i changing for the worst ? Why do i not like the change ? Why ain't i like before desiring to become like King solomen.... Being about to have knowledge is cool as well.... At least i know what God wants... What is right and what is wrong... Maybe i'm feeling that dark aura because i know what is right and wrong but i'm not doing it.... That is sin itself... Man.... I'm so dead.... I'm becoming wild... Choir ... I've gone mad... Why did i not be serious ? Why was i in such a joking mood ? Does God think that it's funny ? Or do i just want to hear people's laughter... Lucky i didn't go overboard... I wanted to say thank God for all your comments let's say a prayer to conclude this sharing... Man.... It's like taking over.... It's bad... I guess i need to think and reflect more....

I don't think i should give excuses for my actions but i think my job stress level of now working on sat and sun through phone calls are driving me mad... I don't want to work like 7 days a week... Although talking on the phone for hours about work is not really working... But it takes away the resting them... And i'm not relaxing over the weekend... Cause i'm blood worried about the work i'm suppose to do.... Man... I have no life... I do not wish to be tied down like this anymore... This sucks... I'm gonna go for my holidays the moment this stupid attachment has ended... I need my spa treatment... To forget about everything.... If i were to get killed in the process... LOL... See you in heaven... I don't want to stay here even if i still have lots of things i miss.... Well considering working life... I guess there is nothing i miss bah.. I have no kids no wife... So i don't think i have anything to worry about... Just that if God says i got more work to do for him and leaves me half dead... Man... I have no idea as to what to do... I guess i'll just wait for the ambulance to fetch me to the hospital... While i bleed like crazy and get KO for awhile...

Somehow i need to hide in a cave and start reflecting again... This is bad... Just when i made new friends.... I crawl back into a cave... Why do i always like to be alone ... It isn't very cool now a days man.. To be alone and attract girls were like the 90's when i was a kid... It's not about the girls i like... It's the hidden talents i like...

The cool guy walks alone in the street... 5 man tried to get back at him over some stupid stuff... He knocks them out... Bam... Wam... Punch... LOL... And they are all on the floor.... Sleeping till the sun comes up.... Cool....

But cool has his disadvantages... Don't have friends until he shows his moves... I'm afraid to hurt people.. I have hurt enough during my childhood... Wack enough people... And hahaha... They are still my friends... I remember getting wacked... But i too remember... The feeling to hitting someone was nice... LOL... So soft... It's like you wack the wall and than wack them with that same force... They are sure to die... That's how life can end... By a stab... By a blow... By wind, rain , sun and snow... By earth, fire, water and creatures.... So many factors can kill us just like that... Those will be the physical death.... Spiritual death is different...

Lust, Food and pleasure... 3 elements but they are more dangerous than the physical death.... Greed for food... Too fat... die also... Not fat also might have too much fat content in the body causing death... by heart attack or stroke... Anything is possible... Greed for pleasure.. Enjoy too much like the rich people... As in mega rich.. i do not need God... I have everything i need... But is that true ? You have everything you want while you are physically alive... But when you die... You'll be a poor spirit... For you ate and is fully fed but you ate the wrong food... Thus you are unable to return to the home you suppose to be in.... Lust i think i've no need to explain futher.... It is one of the most dangerous sins for guys... So girls don't wear mini skirts... Or short skirts... Even a "father" in another church cannot take it... LOL.. Not only short skirts.. Low cut dresses... Guys also la... Don't wear tight clothings... Than it's like you wanna show off also cannot harm other people's spiritual growth mah.... LOL... Although i like to see muscles... LOL... But that's not the point.. It's bad for sisters... And the other way around... Yeah... Just don't make mistakes bah... It's fatal to us...

Anyway for my friends who don't know what in the world i'm talking about... Simple... Don't do anything funny... DOn't think of sin.. Don't do anything that will lead to sin.... Yeah easy but hard... Good... get your confused yet ? Should be bah.. I also don't really understand.. But.... Just know that... If this world is so easy... If the law is so relax just for us... Than why is it law in the first place ? Shouldn't laws be something that suit the one who set it ? Not us ? Shouldn't laws be mortally right ? So for me... I say... If a gay talk to me in a disgusting way.... What would i do ? A. Wack him.... B. Wack him or C. Wack him ?
Yeah i think i'll just pick the answer by random.... You know the answer.... Yeah but really we should understand what they are going through... Some are not really gays.... But they weak la... So they cannot accept girls don't like them and all... OR family wanted a girl instead of a boy... Or lots of factors may contribute to it... Yeah.... It's like... Crazy...

Anyway i wanna talk about this guy Yiruma, man i love his music pieces... Have been hearing it for like days since i got it... And still loving it... Although i dislike playing the piano, i can't help but fall in love with this song... I wanna learn how to play "Kiss the rain" Man.... This guys arr... Why don't come our like 15 year earlier... Like that i won't give up piano liao... LOL... Ok... Enough of my crap, more details about him... See ya... I go sleep awhile more than go work... Byez...

Yiruma, (born 15 Feb 1978, Seoul, Korea) is a South Korean piano music composer. His works have also been released in Japan. He is married to Miss Korea Son Hye-im.

Yiruma is well known throughout the world, and his albums are sold all over the United States and Europe, as well as Asia. His most famous pieces include "Kiss the Rain", "May Be" and "River Flows in You" (First Love).

Although he formerly held dual citizenship as a citizen of the United Kingdom and South Korea, in July 2006 he gave up his British citizenship and entered the Republic of Korea Navy to begin his military service, which is mandatory for all male South Koreans.

Biography
Yiruma started to learn the piano at home in Korea at the age of 5. In 1988 he moved to England, and in Dec 1996 he participated in the album The Musicians of Purcell (Decca). He graduated from The Purcell Of Specialist Music School (London) in July 1997, then from Kings College in June 2000.

His key dates and performances since then include:

May 2001 - Album 'Love Scene' released
Dec 2001 - 2nd album 'First Love' released
Jan 2002 - Performed at the 36th MIDEM in Cannes, France
Apr 2002 - Performed at the Young San Art Hall
Jun-Aug 2002 - 'Oasis & Yiruma' released, promotion tour in Japan and Taiwan
Dec 2002 - 'Gang Ah Ji Ddong' OST album released
Jun 2003 - SBS Drama ' First Love' title track
Oct 2003 - 3rd album 'From the Yellow Room' released
Aug 2004 - Special Album 'Nocturnal lights... they scatter' released
Apr 2005 - Special Album 'Destiny of Love' released
May 2005 - Special Album 'First Love' repackaged and released
Jul 2005 - Special DVD & CD of 'YIRUMA Live at HOAM Art Hall' released
Nov 2005 - 4th album 'POEMUSIC' released
Apr 2006 - 'Spring Waltz' Classic OST album released

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