The Forgotten Land

Monday, January 21, 2008

I'm disappointed by the fact that many people are not coming to bible study on fridays anymore... It's a sad thing... To see your friends faith falling... To see one grow is like man... The guy is holy or Oh how much he has grown... Closer to God i see... That's good... Or wah.. So Holy arr... Go church so much... Man.. Such stupid comments... About the driving car thing. It links. I want to say that one wrong direction just as missing a turn will lead you away from the path. Like the case which Nah should know... It cost me alot... Plus it cost time... Wasted time... One wrong move will lead you to a different road and if you continue to drive down that road you'll get lost and suffer alot... Pain... Fustration... Sorrow... Anger.. Lots of unwanted things will start pouring down... In order to turn back... You might search for a long time with no results... Like a long struggle with yourself... Trying to break this chain around your neck while you seek for God again... But still the chains don't loosen up... Until you forget about looking back on your mistakes... Throw away those desire to keep looping around in circles... Will you be able to see the signs... LOL.. It's rather funny... Reminds me of that day... LOL.. Nah hahaha... I think you know... Yeah look for the signs yeah don't side track.. LOL... Starting to learn from Bro N... Side tracking and forgetting what's the main topic... But anyway.. Yeah... Ermm... Yeah the signs....

Until you truthfully look and the signs and follow it will you be able to seek God's intended path and follow it again... Getting to your destination at last, you might tread back to the same path and complain about the path you had made by straying but at least your remember your mistake... The question now is will you turn to the right road after walking back to the path or do you wish to loop in circles again ? That road you waited so hard to get is waiting for you... The person you wish so much to see might have landed.... It really wake me up la... Such a stupid situation but make me feel so inspired... I do not know when J is coming... The time is unsure... But i know the path... Just as i do not know when God is coming but i know the path... I might get lost like what i did turn around as what i'm doing now... Turning around... In circles... The HS has been wasted on me... I bear no fruits... And i don't think what i'm doing works...

I've tried asking them to come the BS on friday but what results i have ? I'll coming next week.. In the end no reply... When come to the day itself... Nah i'm busy... Or some lame excuses... I wonder how am i going to explain myself to God... Start thinking now is stupid... But at least it's a start... Initially there was only 1 excuse to get out of this bible study and that is tests and exams... Other excuses cannot be used such as lazyness.... It is not a vaild excuse to not go to church.... Can God say i lazy to open to gate for you on the last day ? Is that a vaild excuse for Him ? But if He said since you were lazy for Me... I will be lazy to you.... I would break down in tears and beg for mercy but i think it won't work... I cannot judge a person for not appearing when i was there... But he/she is not the only one... Many people didn't even bother to reply.. Man... And they say life is hard... Serving God is harder... But the rewards for making God's plans work is sweeter than anything in the world... God's love is endless... So he forget and forgives... But i think that rule is for grown ups... Kids must be forced to come... If not they won't learn... They won't have a life in God... Secondary school a time before they take their O's... The less pure moments of their life... But still they contain some pureness... Yes... When they enter poly or JC... things such as adultery might happen if given in to peer pressure... Evil age we live in... Thus we should strengthen ourselves whenever we could. By starting young we are removing those chains and make them thinner so that the devils will not have a weak spot when they find us... If force is needed... I think something must be done... I have a plan.. But i won't tell it... LOL... Wait and see all yea lazy bums... God plans will come and we must shine His light on to the future generations to come... So that they too will shine down upon the next after them...

Anyway took MC went Bird park with Mad cow,J, Queen of Pain and a new friend W... LOL... Boring la... Even W agrees with me... See la.. Queen of Pain suggestions always bring pain and suffering... Next time cannot let her plan anything... Even J and Nah complain why don't go Zoo instead... LOL... Heart pain la... 22 bucks flew down the drain... Anyway... Boring la... See when i got time... Upload those pictures... Got a friction story to tell... LOL.. Anyway went to sakai sushi... Yeahhhh... But only got 45 mins to eat... LOL.. Going strong... I can keep going for 1 hour... LOL... But this time... Stamina drop... 45 mins also just pass the buffet style but i think i ate enough...lol... Dun want to get fat and not be able to pass my medical check up... LOL... OK... Back on track... Reach church than knock out here and there during service.... Before watching the movie... And then knock out during service in the morning and afternoon due to lack of sleep... LOL... Oh well.. die la... I think i go sleep now... Before i knock off again tomorrow at work.. I'll write when i'm free tomorrow... Wanna continue talking about someone's blog... The person having troubles just now and took me so i had to see her blog and try to help her... But i still wonder what is the problem... LOL.. Oh well.. Next week that help lor... Sorry arr... You gotta remind me next week for conselling.... I might forget or just sleep... Anyway nitez guys...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
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