The Forgotten Land

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Today it was a rather funny day... It's like... Wake up at 12 pm just to watch ghost show la... Than watch half way got to drive to church... LOL... Actually nothing much... I was having fun, went for service... Hmm... A time for everything... Have i done anything right in my life ? I wonder... The feeling of just getting out of church is so easy.... I bet if i go out now no one will know... Just assume i go to the other side... LOL... Oh well... Forget about that thought... Think so much for what... Just don't care bah...

Church... Spring... A time of new beginning... 青春... The reason is because it's the time where it's brightest and most colorful part of our lives...新年 or 春年 is the beginning of the new year... When the crops are being planted.... It is where we buy new things and throw the old things... Or clean up the old things we have so that it will look new. LOL... That part nearly made me sleep... But the later part hit me so hard.... Winter is like what every Singaporean wants... Hahahaha... We even joke about it. Yeah right... And Singapore will snow... We want the cold since all we have is only rain or shine... But winter is like cold... So cold that you may hibernate. Creature that hibernate may look as if it's dead but it's alive and kicking... Just that they have fallen into deep sleep. Man.... Have we felt like that before ? I guess that's what i'm feeling now... Work... It's my life. God ? Where in the world is He ?

I guess Shi Sang's nick is the best... Further from man... Closer to God. Away from the world will result in talking to God face to face... Man... Have i went into hibernation ? I don't even know when i enter into hibernation.... That's bad... Oh well just as my dad said... Even if i walked into the road of hell i will not know it and continue ignoring God's call and walk into the road of death... Sad... Oh well.. No point thinking now... If i'm to thread on God's path i must heed his call Oh well.. No point thinking so much... Sleep first.. These few days play game until 6am... LOL... Sure monday cannot wake up for work... Hahaha... Oh well.. Dun care la.. Always cannot go back early keep on doing OT and no money... I need to earn more money... Wedding... School Fees.. Phone Bill... All need money.. I don't want to take anything from my parents... They have given me alot and i want to give them back the same... If i can do anything to help them in anyway or keep them happy... I'll try my best to help out.... Anyway now keeping myself close to God again must be done right away.... Slacking will not help anything... It will make things worst... I'm gonna work on it for tomorrow onwards... Now i'll just play my games.... LOL...

Today drove to church and back... LOL... Sian la... But rather fun experience every time we do that... Really need to thank God for his protection.... 2nd time while i driving already... Man...Super protection... I should have died a long time ago... I have escaped death twice... God has given me the chance to live longer... Will i disappoint him ? Man... I can't drive to places i don't know at night... I'll die if i drive at night... Oh well... Don't think so much... Just be grateful...

Man... Suddenly during mid night i got the lamest sms i ever had.... LOL... Somebody sms me ask me why my name is called Shannon... Actually simple la... My Jap name lor... Just nice i cannot type the full name in Dota so just use Shannon... And that's how my name came about... Shannon... Sad man... Shannonnii was the actual plan... Anyway just to let that person know...

Wine is a good thing.. Just don't drink so much... Some people can drink alot some people cannot. Best is to have 1 glass a day before sleeping... Hahaha... That way you can sleep so peacefully... Hahahaha... but remember to pray before you drink if not you KO at the wrong time... LOL... Anyway today rushed back for steam boat la... Sian... I thought can slack at home and sleep for a day... But it's best i drink at home... That way if i KO i KO at home... LOL... Like that i cannot sin.... Hahaha... At least not sin unto death... Cos the first place i go is my bed... LOL... Smart right... Hahaha... But if want to drink with friends 1 cup will do... No more... For guy if they drink it's Ok... The most you lost everlasting life... LOL... That is if you can afford losing it la... For me forget... Don't drink better... LOL... For girls.. man... You lose everything bah... So forget it best don't drink at all... Get ready pepper spray if you drinking... LOL... Don't anyhow take taxi... Alot of drivers at night take advantage of girls if not careful... You sway than kanna those kind sian lor... Hahaha... Anyway... That was not what i wanted to say... So nvm... Can't remember what i wanted to say since i lack so much sleep but anyway take care man.... Happy New Year... I go sleep liao... nitez... Oh yeah play pool... Nearly lost... but still got 1st place... LOL... I don't settle for 2nd on new year... Maybe birthdays but not special events... I want to remember it well by making it a good game... LOL... Anyway... Really gotta sleep.... Nitez...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
12:56 am

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Sunday, February 10, 2008