The Forgotten Land

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

So sad right ? Watching this... This is a dog found at East Coast park... It was beaten and has a scare right across it's face... It's body is bloody and it suffers from a skin disease... So sad lor... What kind of owner....

This is the reason why i hate humans.... They are selfish things. I really wish i was not made... To see such inhuman stuff... Thinking my life sucks... I think i should look at others instead... Their life sucks more than mine... Friends who laught at my life during poly year 1 and 2 who are not in poly are regrating that they had laughed at me before... Now they are eating their words... But don't rub salt into their wounds lor... They are feeling bad enough already...

There are 2 types of bro that i see... One who call you bro my mouth and try to take advantage of you all the time... You know who you are... LOL... I dun think those people have my blog URL... Ok... The other kind of bro is those who respect you... How rarely do you get to find the later ones ? Lucky for me i found those that i really love, people who really cares for me... It took me so long to see... Who are real friends in this world... Bros... stick with one another to the end... Even if they are apart they will still think of each other and care for one another no matter how far they are... They will still talk and see each other one day...

Many things may seem cold on the outside but i'm sure... Very sure... Love is there... We might even give our life for each other... Like the title god is not easily given to a person... So does bros... I do not give such title to mere mortals... They have to be special people... People i trust and love dearly... I'm sorry for not informing my bro and those close to me that i was removing my appendix... I was too scared... I was thinking i was about to die... The hospital bed had the smell of death in it.... People scream in pain... People being moved out... I wonder... Did they got better or did they die.... It's a terrible sight... Hospital visits are nice... But staying there for 1 week will make you want to die all the more.... In my mind... I was thinking it's ok... I should just die a slient death... No one will know... No one will care... Bro.. Is there such a thing ?

But when i see J's angry face when he asked why i didn't inform him.... Just than i knew... Who cared... Who was the real bro... People... Those i meet in school... Call each other bros... But if one of them enter the hospital... Another new "family" will join the gang... ZX gave me an sms before i was pushed into the operation table... Take care... LOL... He wanted me to go mall with him... Oh well.. Sort of funny... I was going to die and people ask me to go mall.... LOL... Funny... But that shows how long we have been going out with each other already... The question is how long more do we have the chance to go out with each other ?

Having a job is sickening... We already lack the time to sleep what more keep each other company.... Man was the worst thing God created... And in his image some more... How much have we disgraced God.... I'm sure he knew and i think he hopes for something in us to be lighted up... To be able to listen and do what is good... Is being good such a bad thing ? Now a days the good boys get mocked... Wah so good are listen to your parents chicken... Dunno how to object.. The seed of evil is being planted already.. To give this darkness sun light will help it to grow... Fighting in the family will occur... That is a way to prove he is not a good boy....

In my time there is no such things... The parents now are getting evil... People are getting evil... No one cares or even give a damn.... Which is a bad thing... Do not be sensitive but be sensitive to others.. That is the key... Well i gotta go... It's getting bloody late... Nitez...

and the frost fell...
those glassy crystal orbs... Shannon left a note @
8:59 pm

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008